Jessica and Justin

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Van, TX, United States
I am a farmer and a doula. My husband and I are recently planted into the soil of East Texas. Together we seek, we learn, we dance, we sing, and we grow vegetables, and I attend births. This blog is the ongoing story of our farming and birthing journey.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

reminders and remembrance

as of late I am reminded:
  • that I am not alone
  • that I am just as screwed up as the rest of us
  • that "not forgiving is like drinking rat poison then waiting for the rat to die" -anne lamott
  • that the tail end of a sunset and the coolness of a coming storm behind the barn can be deeply spiritual
  • that working in a vegetable garden at 6am can be, too.
  • that the kids' sermons tucked in between worship and prayer on sunday mornings are just as much for the adults as they are for the kids
  • that pain is inevitable and joy is chosen
  • that I have a heck of a lot to learn

as of late beauty was found:
  • in sameness, in repetition
  • in the new pub downtown
  • in jon-led devotions
  • in my ecumenical community
  • in home-brews
  • in studying the Arabian prophet
  • in mothers and fathers
  • in cooking for 20
  • in listening well
  • in being listened to
  • in hearing from far-away people in far-away places
  • in practicing a little discipline
  • in coffee with an old, old friend
  • in asking for forgiveness
  • in individual faith histories
  • in the old, unpretentious, worn-in, comfortable shoe called 'family.'

thanks be to God

shalom

2 comments:

  1. for me, beauty is found in your thoughts and words, and in our friendship. thank you.

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  2. I came across your blog somehow and I must say that I really dig your writting. God has given you an amazing gift and I just want to encourage you to continue to fan it into flames!

    God Bless

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